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In A Blue State of Mind
Queen of the Randomization
Created on 2001-05-21 16:23:05 (#143688), last updated 2009-11-13
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Basic Info| Name: | In a Blue State of Mind |
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| Birthdate: | 08-15 |
| Location: | Seattle, Washington, United States |
| Website: | Nil8r.net |
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nil8r@nil8r.net BioPeople occasionally have inquired about my online persona...
an·ni·hi·late (eh-ni-ilat)
verb: an·ni·hi·lat·ed, an·ni·hi·lat·ing, an·ni·hi·lates
1) To destroy completely: The naval force was annihilated during the attack.
2) To reduce to nonexistence.
3) To defeat decisively; vanquish.
4) To nullify or render void; abolish.
v. intr. Physics
--To participate in annihilation, as an electron and a positron do.
[Late Latin annihilre, annihilt- : Latin ad-, ad- + Latin nihil, nothing; see ne in Indo-European Roots.]
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annihilator \An*ni"hi*la`tor\, n. One who, or that which, annihilates; as, a fire annihilator.
Perhaps, I should simply quote:
"He who cannot obey himself is commanded...The devotion of the greatest is to encounter risk and danger, and play dice for death...And life itself confided this secret to me: "Behold," it said, "I am that which must always overcome itself."...Indeed, the truth was not hit by him who shot at it with the word of the "will to existence": that will does not exist. For, what does not exist cannot will; but what is in existence, how could that still want existence? Only where there is life is there also will: not will to life but—thus I teach you—will to power... And whoever must be a creator in good and evil, verily, he must first be an annihilator and break values. Thus the highest evil belongs to the highest goodness: but this is creative." Pt. II, On Self-Overcoming
-Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spake Zarathusra
Maybe I should simply admit it was a character from an old Cyberpunk/Shadowrun campaign?
Neither would be entirely accurate, any more than the following journal being the sum of who I am.
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angelina jolie, anime, art, battle star galactica, bento, blue, blue hair, bsg, buffy, buffy the vampire slayer, burning man, camping, caramel, cats, coffee, comics, computers, cooking, crochet, cyberpunk, d&d, dali, dancing, depeche mode, douglas adams, drinking, egl, egyptian, electronica, evangelion, fashion, fetish, france, french, games, ghost in the shell, glitterati, goth, goth scene, goth-industrial, granola goth, hiking, ipod, japanese, knitting, larp, makeup, music, neal stephenson, neil gaiman, reading, rpgs, russian blue, sci-fi, scooters, scotch, seagoth, seattle, sex, shoes, singing, snowboarding, spirituality, steampunk, synthpop, techno, the mercury, the paperboys, tori amos, travel, vino 125, viola, whisky, william gibson, wine, wolfsheim, xbox, yamaha vino
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R. A. Long High School - Longview, WA (1987 - 1988)Mark Morris High School - Longview, WA (1988 - 1992)
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